Posted by sienna on November 29, 2003, at 19:12:38
In reply to I don't want to die., posted by kara lynne on November 29, 2003, at 18:05:32
Oh Man. We shoulda hung out together. Well, you sure dont need to "start a new life" this weekend. I dont blame you for hiding, its what i have done too, except i hid in the crowds shopping until I feltl ike i was going to vomit on someones shoes. I hope there was at least something decent on tv.
I dont know why it is so hard to take the first steps. I have that too. I am in the "relative saftey of a bad relationship" and i can assure you that i am crying all the time actually i am fight ing back tears all the time and allowing myself one ten minute crying spell a day. Id probably be better to run like hell but i just keep thinking maybe he is just quirky and maybe i should just deal with it.
Kara Lynne i dont wnt you to die. I want you to have love too. I dont know what is wrong with these dumb guys we keep dating. Wheres the love ya know? I know things will get better. They always do. Im not sure how to get them to stay better, but i guess im just going to hope that it gets better for us both sooner rather than later.
(((((kara lynne)))) We deserve better than this for sure. I just wish i knew where to find anything better...
Sienna
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