Posted by Emme on July 3, 2003, at 19:03:20
In reply to Emme...?, posted by kara lynne on July 3, 2003, at 18:19:59
> Don't mean to be pushy, just checking in...
Thanks. You're not pushy at all. I had plans that took me out of town most of the day. I wanted to cancel, but I couldn't get in touch with the person to cancel. So I had to go and I had a forced distraction, which was a probably a good thing. I was way tired. I ended up being awake until at least 3 am. I should have taken something to help me sleep, but I was afraid that if I took it that late I'd be a zombie today.
I'm looking at the cuts I put on myself and am relieved that they just look like I had a bad encounter with a briar patch or an annoyed cat. Thanks for responding to me. Posting last night - and getting such kind responses - was one strategy to get myself to stop hurting myself. The emotional intensity I was feeling has faded some, but I worry about it coming back...whoosh and down the rabbit hole and it's awful.
No response to my e-mail message to my friend, but he may not have checked it yet.
Emme
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