Posted by Miller on December 26, 2002, at 15:20:33
In reply to Re: The saga continues...Chapter 2 » Miller, posted by BeardedLady on December 26, 2002, at 10:03:52
Thank you for the words of encouragement. You are definately right about not being able to accept that I am worthy of decency and respect. Maybe sometime I can.
I am trying to get the courage to tell my shrink some of this stuff. I have hinted around about it. He knows I have major communication difficulties. He has also spotted when I am trying to avoid a subject. I am not sure if he backs off because he is afraid I will baulk or if he thinks nothing is there to push for.
I swear I can't make a decision at all right now. One minute I feel as if I have to talk with him. The next minute I feel too humiliated and scared. YIKES!!!
I am in a bigger mess now than I have ever been. It may be bigger because now I WANT to see my life get better, and I don't think it will.
Thank you again for posting. I will certainly think a lot about your post, but can not promise how I will handle your advise. If I decide right now to take steps, in 15 minutes, I will undecide.
-Miller
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