Posted by ChrisK on December 24, 2001, at 2:15:16
In reply to Re: HHHHHHGGGGGGAR, posted by Sourceror on December 23, 2001, at 23:45:15
Sourceror,
I just woke up a little while ago and was wondering how you were doing. Then I found this threas and now I'm worried about you. Remember that even your mini OD's that you thinnk are just putting you out are also doing nasty things to your body. Your liver and heart are being damaged in ways that may be irrepairable.
I know that the feelings can be compelling and consuming but you have to work through them sometimes. I had the same obsession with suicide years ago and it got to the point where death was on my mind 24/7. It's not a pleasant place to be but there is hope of getting out of it.
What meds are you taking now? Have you looked into any of the atypical antipsychotics? They (Zyprexa in particular) did wonders for me and my distorted thinking.
I've never been in PB Open but will go see if you are there should you still be up. If not e-mail me. You have the address. I'll be checking it often so feel free.
Chris
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