Posted by Simcha on December 3, 2001, at 11:30:04
Ladies and Gentlemen,
I am sad. My life sounds like a really bad country song.
My boyfriend has been caretaking me do death!!!! He's been so afraid to express his feelings in front of me for fear of triggering me...
This past month he has been such a dear. He's given me 6 red roses for the six months we have been together. He's told me that he loves me and that I am a wonderful guy. He has told me that I'm the best catch in the area and he knows it.
Well I just found out yesterday night that he has been plotting to break up with me after our trip to Paris together on Jan 1st. Gee, just in time for my 32nd birthday!!!
This has been running through his head for the past month while he has been a dear to me.
OK folks, I have MAJOR trust issues. I thought it was safe to open my heart up to this man. I thought that the feelings were mutual because that is what he has been saying. Now I learn that it has all been a lie? What do I do with that?
Now he claims that he has changed his mind and we are in no danger of splitting.
I'm tired of this roller-coaster. I want off. What should I do?
OK I may not follow your advise but suggestions are welcome.
I am in the pit of despair.. Maybe it's just profound sadness and not depression. If it begins to make my life unmanageable I'm calling my pdoc for an increase in my meds!!!!!
poster:Simcha
thread:14796
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