Posted by Kristi on October 1, 2001, at 0:35:27
In reply to Re: Terror's emotional effects-sar » Kristi, posted by sar on September 30, 2001, at 23:14:39
> dear Kristi,
>
> i think you're an absolute feeler-sweetheart. how are you?
Ditto to you kiddo.... how many times you've kept me going! I'm doing ok. Same ol'same ol'
> sometimes i like to be brutally honest so people can react however they will, and it helps me decide whether or not i'm a weirdo or not.It is actually quite interestng to see in what ways people differ, how truly unique we are.
> i've been pained in the past few days. i don't know what happened. i went from some sort of neurontin bliss to pure fucking hell. i think it may be physical, i've gotta go to a doctor, the suicidal feelings are always with me nothing new, don't worry about that, babe...
You did mention something about PMS.... hopefully that's all????? Wishing anyway... hate to think of you feeling like your in hell. Get to the doctor, I'm tellin' ya.. you have to stick around for me.
> how are the casinos treating you? been smoking? i've been rationalizing my smoking by smoking pipe tobacco! hee hee...
Casino's are there... really took a hit, like the rest of the world since the WTC bombing,etc. Everyone is afraid to spend their money, let alone tip a lonely cocktail waitress. :-) I like your rationalization by the way. I've actually been doing really well. Had trouble for a couple of weeks their, then once the doctor gave me the go ahead to use the patch.... it's so much easier. I really don't crave to much. It's weird tho... and probably very difficult for anyone to understand that hasn't had this kind of an addiction. But it's really like you've lost a loved one. It's actually depressing. But I'll continue on my goal.......
> love ya girl,
> sarThanks. You too kiddo.... and please hang in there!!
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