Posted by adamie on August 15, 2001, at 19:25:27
hi everyone. after stopping taking effexor my mood has improved. the med was making me so much worse. 'that' is a bit improved but one thing really bothers me now that I am slightly more able to 'feel' things.My fiance lives in Romania and me and her have talked almost every single day over the internet since we met 7 months ago. Only rarely would there be an occasion where we wouldn't see eachother. like one day the power would be out or some other thingie.
but recently she has been moving around from romania to austria and things due to getting a job. For 2 days we didn't see eachother. This happened maybe a few weeks ago. But recently I think I have not heard from her at all in 8 or 9 days! I am scared and worried that maybe something happened to her. she is perfect and everything was perfect (before the depression). She didn't say she would be gone from the internet. I dunno what has happened :-. She's probably okay but it just scares me and I cry a lot missing her. Nothing like this has ever happened before. I just recently have been given permission from my mom to make a long distance call so I will call her home tonight. She is probably in Austria still or somewhere else but perhaps whoever is left there can tell me she is okay. It just scares me so much. :*. Of course I dont know Romanian so I will try to just say "Is Dana okay?" hoping whoever picks up understands basic english. I HOPE she is okay. She is completely perfect and I honestly could never want any tiny change in her ever. She is beyond perfect and life was going to be so perfect but of course the depression hit. she was understanding and had optimism that I would recover and I should deffinetly in time but I just wish she was here with me. At least over the internet. I wish I knew she was okay. Probably just power down or wherever she is the internet is not avialable. It just scares me. well take care everyone.
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