Posted by Gena on January 16, 2001, at 14:49:27
In reply to Help my heart is broken, posted by Lexie on January 14, 2001, at 14:49:20
> I know I have been gone for a while. I haven't even had the energy to ask for help. As some of you know I recently lost custody of my 5 year old. The pain of only seeing him every other weekend and on Wednesday evenings for 2 hours is more than I can take. Last night I blew him a kiss and he told me I had "Magical" kisses and he would miss me when I wasn't around. I take him home at 6 tonight and I feel so much pain. He always begs me to stay. I have to close the door to his room. I wont sleep tonight. Does it ever get better? My husband keeps reminding me that "my" leaving was the cruelist thing anyone could ever do to a 5 year old. I feel like 2 happy homes is better than one bitter angry one. I could sure use some hugs right now. Lexie
I am curious as to why you "lost custody" of your son. I don't agree with the world today in that when things get tough just get out. I don't know all of your situation but I do know that with the availablity of counselor/marriage counselors today that had you made use of these resources you may not have had to place YOUR SON in this heart breaking situation.
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