Posted by deerock on July 1, 2009, at 21:39:49
In reply to Re: analyst seems to not be working » deerock, posted by obsidian on July 1, 2009, at 21:03:36
thanks sid. how did you get your smoking under control? or have you yet?
and yes, i am aware of how harmful it is and how ineffective therapy can be when i am in that little space. T calls it the velvet prison. its a good metaphor.
i dont know about the mother thing. but yes, i do need to disconnect with her, often.
i am in a state where i am very apathetic and any emotion elicited, ie: are you smoking pot and are you disconnecting from me like i was your mother, i would say this is annoying, this feeling, i need to get high. it lowers your ability to tolerate any discomfort. especially when youre doing it daily.