Posted by alexandra_k on June 13, 2009, at 21:41:13
In reply to I fired my t, posted by alexandra_k on June 13, 2009, at 20:11:19
It is like he thinks that I live in a box. That I just kind of curl up and that I'll be okay when he isn't around. And then when he has the time to interact or play with me then I can go in to see him. And then when he can't get in because he is having time off or whatever then I'll be okay. I'll be just fine. I'll just curl up and live in my box for a while. Or something weird like that.
Like when he has two months off and he thinks that he can just tell me that that is the plan and then that is that. And I'll be okay. Just go curl up in my box for a while. He doesn't need to ask me how I'll be for two months without him. He doesn't need to ask me whether I need someone who I can contact if things don't go well. I'll just curl up in my box and be fine.
And... Its not okay. Its not.