Posted by muffled on February 13, 2009, at 23:37:03
In reply to Therapy last night ******CSA Trigger*********, posted by TherapyGirl on February 13, 2009, at 20:13:40
Sorry its so bad right now (((((((TG))))))))))
I dunno of course, but what I suspect your T is happy about, is that dream. Cuz its kinda may explain stuff some.
And ya, it may well be stuff is comming up and thats part of the stress, cuz it wants to come out. So maybe T is glad you might finally let go of something inside that is hurting you.
This is pure speculation on my part.
Also, I would not worry too much about your dream. Most people have weird dreams/thots at times, just they block them out, ir you never hear about it anyways even if they remember cuz like its not general conversation right?
I was just reading a thread on another website where a poster was upset bout her dreams/thots and another replied that she had (it was related to sex/pain etc) dreams/thots too, but she had been thru this with her T, and she was quite assured that they were just thots stemming from her prior history. She was rational and would never act on them. So its just kinda reenacting remnents that come out now and again.
Again, I dunno what your situ is. Just trying examples to show you you not alone so much.
Good for you for phoning T B4 you buried it. I am glad she was able to maybe reassure you even a bit.
Feelings completely suck.
But I guess they can feel good too I s'pose. But when they are intense its surely hard to take.
So I dunno wassup for you TG. I just dunno. I am glad you are still working thru this.
You have so much in you that is good and kind.
I hope you can make it thru and see the other side cuz I hear its an OK place, and that there's good things ahead.
I am so sorry you hurting so bad.
Wished I had the right words.
Wished I was magic.
Do you think you got little ones inside you that are maybe causing this sadness?
Maybe not.
I dunno.
I am rambling.
I am gonna go to an accupunturist next week....ack!
(((((((((TG)))))))))
I be thinking and praying for you.
Muffled
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