Posted by LadyBug on October 31, 2008, at 23:07:30
In reply to Re: My latest decision about T~Long~ » LadyBug, posted by rskontos on October 31, 2008, at 18:13:41
rks, thank you, that was wonderful! I appreciate your support during a what was a pretty tough time for me. I have my days but most of the time I try to keep my head above water. I know time does heal but time can never erase the memories and sometimes it can't erase all the pain of what we endured. I want to take some time this weekend to plan what I want to say to her. Will I get time? I'm having my doubts. Tomorrow I have to get caught up with things around the house plus run errands. On Sunday I have to drive 2 hours each way to visit my parents. I try to go see them every other weekend. It's hard but worth it.
I know I'm not willing to share anything that is going on in my life right now with my T . She has no reason to know. I'm pretty nervous to go, but I know for my own self I need to. She can kiss my butt for the most part! I'm sure she won't give me an apology, she didn't admit to hurting me like she did. Do I remind her of the pain she inflicted upon me or just drop it and get to the goodbye part? I need to think it over very seriously. I can't take anymore of the way she treated me in March and April.
Thanks for your reply and your kind words. They mean a lot.LadyBug~ kick-my-T's-butt-LadyBug
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