Posted by Morgan79 on October 22, 2008, at 12:31:44
Thank you everyone for your support.I don't know if I could have made it the past few days without everyones support and encouragement.
I spoke with him. It feels so strange calling him "ex-t" because we were/are so much more than that. I have talked to him twice on the phone. He started to cry but then I could tell he was holding back for me. I don't think he meant for any of this to happen. Therapists are human, and he admits that he is fully responsible which makes me sad.
He wants to meet, but not at his office. He wants to meet somewhere that would be neutral. I told him I would text him of a location by 4pm. We are meeting at 6.
We talked for a while last night, and told him how i just wanted him to hold me and say it was going to be okay. He said it all okay, but we would need to move. He wants to give up his practice and go back to teaching high school history.
He says he truly loves me, and what he did was completely wrong, but it has happened and either way you look at it we are going to lose something.
I am confused and this is something I have to figure on my own. So I will meet him and we will see how it goes.
Thanks again everyone,