Posted by rskontos on October 6, 2008, at 15:26:00
In reply to Re: Going Crazy....and no wonder! » rskontos, posted by lucie lu on October 5, 2008, at 21:39:44
Yes Lucie, I did not realize fully how much this surgery would take out of me. I mean i knew some but it really took a huge chunk. And to have them too. My mother in law told my Husband to tell me should couldn't help like she used to. Who is she fooling. She has not ever really helped. Do they know I need to take it easy. No, that would assume they think of others. They don't. Just themselves. They love to point out what is wrong with you but to think about how you feel, no that is not a strong suit of theirs.
Yes I felt like before the surgery I was making progress. I was exercising lightly because with endocrine problems too much exercise is not good and too little is not good. Now I feel like I am have taken huge steps backwards.
Yes it was a huge risk I took in talking about my past with them or anyone, I usually don't. And I got the door slammed in my face. I did not even tell them the half of it. My T knows. He grimaced when I told them what they said. I should have told them about the time my mother broke a coke bottle and cut my sister's face with it, refused to take her to get stitches. Her boyfriends' parents took her. She was 17. Oh yeah, it wasn't that bad at my house. Oh yeah, how about me and my sisters going to my mother's boyfriends house and waiting outside while she did the deed while we waited outside. I was 10, my sister was 8, and my youngest sister was 5 and we waited outside alone. But yeah, it wasn't that bad. I am sorry I guess I sound bitter. Sorry.
They will be here the rest of the week. I will take naps when I need too.
Thanks so much Lucie. I really do appreciate the support.
Rsk
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