Posted by seldomseen on April 4, 2008, at 7:54:25
In reply to Re: I'm having a really bad week -triggers I think » seldomseen, posted by DAisym on April 3, 2008, at 18:56:13
But I don't want to have unresolved conflict regarding past issues!!! I don't want it (lower lip petulantly stuck way way out)!!!
I think your interpretations of my dreams are quite accurate.
While I don't think I have a latent desire to kill my students, I do think I have a real desire to kill the part of them that is holding them back. One of them really came through yesterday but only after I jerked a proverbial "knot in her chain". The others, well, I just don't think they are going to make it.
It's odd, but I dream I try to shoot people all the time. I grew up in a household in which guns were a staple of the house. It seemed like someone was always shooting at something. Usually, in my dreams, I fire the gun and nothing happens. Either the gun discharges and no bullets come out, or the bullets are moving very very slowly.
In this dream, the gun worked (of course it killed my mom/demon - why didn't I shoot my dad???), I wonder if that represents a shift towards an enhanced belief in my abilty to effect change.
Now, about my brother, he is another real winner from my past. A very violent soul. I suffered a profound physical injury at his hands. We've been trying to repair the relationship. Perhaps this dream indicates that there is much work to be done in that area.
Thank you for your interpretations. My logical mind tells me that there is much to be gained from analyzing dreams and that they are a rich source of info from the lower, unspoken realms. My emotional mind just wants them to go away and stay away.
Seldom
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