Posted by raisinb on March 29, 2008, at 12:47:07
In reply to the hardest part...**possible Trigger**, posted by B2chica on March 28, 2008, at 12:30:22
B2, I don't know what it's like to dissociate, but I do know that my best friend just had a baby and NOBODY knows these things, and I think all new parents have moments where they feel like they are failures and are not fit to have children. Now that this has happened, I have a close-up view of how hard and scary it is to have a small infant for the first time.
Because of your abuse, these feelings are probably so much more intense, but the feelings themselves are completely normal. Please don't feel bad about them.
How much you love your daughter and want to keep her safe comes through in your posts. I am sure with your T's help you will figure these things out. Take care of yourself.
poster:raisinb
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