Posted by RealMe on October 25, 2007, at 22:31:32
Tomorrow at therapy I have made the committment to myself to talk to my therapist about my feelings for him and how things get so contaminated and my fears and anxieties. I am really scared to death, and I know I will want to get angry with him afterwards, and so I wish we had more time. I don't have to go to work tomorrow; I am taking the day off as one of my nieces is getting married this weekend. So, I can go home after therapy and hide if necessary; I just hope I don't feel like continuing the drive north to the north woods never to be seen again. I promise I won't do that tomorrow.
As I think about talking about my feelings for him tomorrow, I start feeling like I want to cry, and I am starting to feel really alone again. Maybe this is not such a good idea. I don't know.
RealMe
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