Posted by muffled on August 22, 2007, at 18:36:29
In reply to Re: Ah sh*t *triggers8 long, whine. » muffled, posted by JoniS on August 22, 2007, at 13:04:59
I sent T fax.
Said sorry for hang up etc
Said I was messed but would cope.
Said I got no words.
Said I just wanted to know she was ok and well and all that. thats all I wanted to know.
Ummmmm
but
at the end, I wondered if they had call display, and I said if you do, then I think its kinda tacky....
Manoman
WHY why did I have to say that? I agree with the statement, but why did i say it in that fax?
I boggle my mind.
Then I was thinking later
WHY do I care so much just to hear she OK.
Then I thot, I bet its just she still kinda like a rock of safeness somehow in my mind or something, so I just wanto know the rock hasn't sunk.
That and I just care bout her anyhow cuz she's nice.
And I been thinking WHY does she let me call her? and call back? (hasn't called since she left message but proly will, if she don't forget, which she has in the past, so I not holding my breath...
I think she just is nice and knew how bad I'd get worried all the time bout her dumping me, and so she not dumping me, and lets me call. Cuz she's nice. She says she cares bout me, but proly finds me more annoying than anything...but still 'cares' per se.
Guess I goto find a T. I am not doing so well.
Don't wanna.
Expensive and hard to find right one.
Gonna have to get a p/t job when kids get into school. Then I can have T.
Just hope things don't go to terribly wrong in the meantime.
I think once I get back into the school routine I will do much better.
Rammble ramble
ramble
Mebbe I say too much.
Thats partly the prob. Earlier I exposed too much.
But nuttin bads happened, so mebbe its OK?
Protection wasn't pleased.
Oh well.
Lost in space.
That should be my name.
M
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