Posted by wishingstar on April 10, 2006, at 23:07:23
I sometimes wonder if it's worth it. Does anyone else ever feel this way? As I've seen some of you guys say, I need therapy about therapy!
Today I was at the doctor for fatigue and they decided to test my thyroid. Dont have the results yet, but if it is indeed the problem, it could explain all the depression I;ve been fighting for years. (Should have gotten that checked earlier, huh?) Anyway.. I called my T and left her a message telling her. I rarely ever call her outside sessions, but I just wanted to tell her. She didnt call back. I didnt ask her to, and really didnt expect her to.. so why did it bother me? I'm part hurt, part mad, part abandoned.. ugh. Only a little of each, but enough that it hurts. If I wasnt in therapy, I wouldnt be feeling so bad about this.
I know that working through this is part of therapy. But sometimes I just wonder.. am I making myself more crazy by doing all this? I count the days and sometimes hours until my appointments (once a week is not nearly enough!) I dont know.
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