Posted by happyflower on March 15, 2006, at 9:34:54
In reply to Re: ((((((((happyflower))))))))) ? poss trigger » happyflower, posted by milly on March 15, 2006, at 7:54:43
> ((((((((happyflower))))))))))))
> It is so hard, the feelings i have for my T are so similar to yours except I never see him outside his office which must be torture.I mostly enjoy seeing him outside of the office, but sometimes it is hurtful because I want to go up and just talk to him, and I feel I can't .
I'm grateful because I never felt worthy of anyones love and I don't think I ever expected to feel love especially after the rape I thought everyone could see what 'damaged goods' i was even though I never breathed a word to anyone still only this board & my T know.
I am glad you can open up at least to Babble, I think it helps a lot to get it all out. Plus there are people that understand.
Just remember you aren't damaged goods because of what happened to you. I used to think this too because of the child abuse I went through. But I no longer think I am damaged goods. Thanks milly for responding to me, the support helps me so much. ((((((Milly)))) Hugs back to you too! ;-)
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