Posted by happyflower on March 14, 2006, at 16:32:43
....that seems like forever and it ends with a mutual smile that lights up each others face.
But yet it hurts, T's can't have outside relationships with their clients. Yet when we see each other outside of the office it is like a big secret that we share on how we know each other. I can look, but I can't talk to or touch.
We don't have an elephant but a huge dinosaur in the room. I wish for a cinderella story but yet that can't happen, because he is my T. I know the feelings are mutual, 100% sure, but yet it is left unsaid, because it can't be. I think I might have fallen in love for real, maybe the first time in my life. But yet it is all wrong, only because of the rules of ethics. Is it always wrong? Is it wrong to give up on love? Many questions as I quietly ponder Why ? He has touched me in a way no other has. It's bittersweet though.
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