Posted by kerria on September 17, 2005, at 18:53:36
In reply to Re: T says he's sorry. That's all :( » kerria, posted by rs on September 17, 2005, at 16:13:17
Why does anyone think that i blame T for my pain? or my h for my pain? Where did i say that?
and didn't i explain clearly why it wouldn't be a good idea to go to a hospital?
At least read what i wrote before you write back. i'm in a bad place and need support.
i know that therapy changed me.
Everyone that knows me, not only my h says that.
i SEE that- especially when i came across some stories that i wrote for an English class just before i found out that i had DID. It's not just therapy that changed me, it's also finding out that i had DID. It changed me for the worst. i still may be 100 % better some day but not now.About my T- i haven't been able to even get to therapy. i don't think of or depend on my T for anything. That's the problem. i can't trust him enough to depend upon him and do therapy. The talking to parts that T does has changed my personality, temporarily or permanently for the worst.
i'm not able to have a normal relationship with my H and with kids, i'm not able to work as well, i'm not able to go on camping trips because of having indecisions, my parts won't let me go.There's no one to come in front and steer in my personality now. we're a mess.
The chronic pain is a physical issue that hopefully i can find a good dr and have a nerve block.
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