Posted by shrinking violet on April 30, 2005, at 18:03:28
In reply to .....never known pain like this......(trigger?), posted by shrinking violet on April 29, 2005, at 18:56:59
.....either that or people believe what they want to.
I called my psych, left a message with her. I realized I only have one left of each of the pills i've been swalong like m&m's lately. so i called her, left a message asking for refills (the university pharmacy being open a half day tomorow, thankfully). part of me was hoping she wuld hear something in my voice that would tell her i wasnt totally ok (but at the same time afraid she would hear it, b/c she'd be the most likely to throw me in a ward and toss away the key). she called back, left a message. I caled her back. she asked if i was sleeping, I said no (true, if i'm not taking meds, but if i do take them -- a mix-n-match sort of thing lately -- than i'm sleeping ok). i also didnt tell her that i'm taking them b/c i want to sleep all the time: day, night, whatever. apparently the thouught never crossed her mind. (see, I get in my own way, but how can i trust them either. how can people "get help" when you're too afraid of what the docs will do to you if you tell them the truth? makes no sense to me.....). and i must not sound as druged up as i feel riht now either. she said she'd be happy to call in 2-3 scripts for me tomorrow.
something is going right, at least.
i really need to get this presentation done for tuesday. ya think? :-/
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