Posted by gardenergirl on May 2, 2005, at 9:39:23
In reply to Re: You are allowed to mourn » gardenergirl, posted by shrinking violet on May 1, 2005, at 21:58:13
> --Thank you, but....why does everyone (mostly IRL) make it seem like I'm overreacting?
Well, I suppose if they have never been in an intense therapy, maybe they just don't get it? Which stinks. Because I remember my mother thinking I was too dependent on my T about a year ago. I stopped telling her anything about my therapy after that.
> --Well, if that's all the "human experience" is (and that's all it seems to be, at least for me), then I don't want it.
Of course you don't. Who would sign up for this pain?
>> I don't want anyone to worry about me, I really don't, for lots of reasons, least of being I shouldn't take up the space or other's time (then I should stop posting and replying, huh? Duh. I don't know why I do this, what part of me feels impelled to type all of these words and put them out there.....). There are more important things and people to concern yourselves with. Really. I do appreciate it all though.
I think I understand this feeling at least in part. But I have to say, folks will worry whether you want them to or not. And there's plenty of worry and caring and Babble space to go around. So I'll be here, and so will pretty much everyone else whether you feel like posting or not. We're here for you.
>Thanks for your good wishes. I try to take care of myself. It's not always easy.
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