Posted by annierose on April 30, 2005, at 23:17:52
In reply to i must be pretty trustworthy, posted by shrinking violet on April 30, 2005, at 18:03:28
You really sound like you are in a bad place right now. Lieing to your doctors is not a good thing ... I don't mean to be nagging you on a support board, but you worry me.
Your pdoc and therapist cannot help you, if they do not know that state you are in. You say you want help, then let them do their job. Tell them how you feel and what you are thinking.
SV, let the people in your life provide you with some support to help you make decisions. Just because therapy is ending with this one therapist, doesn't mean you have to end therapy forever. I know you think "she was it". No, she wasn't. Look how many therapist there are in the phone book ... hundreds and hundreds. Help is out there. You have to want the change. It isn't going to knock on your door. I believe you can make your life better. I am sorry you are feeling so much pain.
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