Posted by shrinking violet on April 30, 2005, at 11:43:56
In reply to Re: .....never known pain like this......(trigger?) » shrinking violet, posted by Poet on April 30, 2005, at 3:34:26
>> I know how intense the pain of major depression is. It's like my mind can only think of that one thing that would make me happy, make my life worth living. It's always something completely out of reach- for me it's a job. For you it is your therapist.
--(((((Poet)))))) Thank you friend. You're always around when I need you. I appreciate that.
It isn't just her, it really isn't. She's at the forefront right now, and stirring up a lot of the crap that's already there. But there's so much more, so much I can't get into, here or with anyone. And does it really matter anyway?
>> Sorry this post is getting rambling. Should have drank until I fell asleep, but am only drinking two nights a week. So I just popped an ambien and I need to sleep -it's 3:30 A.M.
--It's ok hon, I understand and I thank you for taking the time. I wish you peace enough to lay down the bottle. I've been reaching for the pills every time I'm conscious, so, I understand. I wish better things for you. In time, it will happen for you. You're doing such great work, showing tremendous courage. I hope you contine, and believe that it'll be better for you in the end. Your T sounds very dedicated and caring toward you, I'm glad for that.
<3
SV
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