Posted by Poet on March 20, 2005, at 18:29:27
In reply to Re: Fear of Talking, Relationship, Abandonment... Long, posted by gardenergirl on March 19, 2005, at 19:14:10
Hi GG,
I think that my T may be right in that a bigger part of me does want a relationship, but the thought is so frightening that my defense mechanism goes into over drive. "Make this person abandon you, now!"
I am married, so I guess I do want relationships, but on my very strict terms. My husband puts up with a lot, and has threatened to leave, but for some reason doesn't. Maybe the part of him that needs the relationship connects with the part of mine that does and neither of us recognizes it?
I've never had psych testing done. I only let certain people know certain things. T knows the most, former pdoc some, and my regular MD next to none other than I'm on ADs. If I could get through it psych testing might be very interesting. What is it like?
Poet
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