Posted by daisym on March 2, 2005, at 1:50:02
In reply to Re: Needing comfort » littleone, posted by Shortelise on March 2, 2005, at 1:01:49
Being tired can effect your thinking, your mood and your ability to cope. I know you already know this. You do sound depressed again. Perhaps it is short lived and will pass but keep an eye on it. Any anniversaries to think about around this time?
I'm the one who said that once suicide got on my list of "options" it has remained. It is weird for me to say that I understand the thoughts and the difference between thinking about it and intent. I'm horrified myself that these thoughts occur to me. Don't be too hard on yourself about this.
My therapist tells me often that I can't be my own therapist. Especially when I'm reading and researching. So if your personal insights get muddled sometimes, don't worry. There is a reason it is called your "unconscious". Even with as much work as you've done, human beings are complex creatures. I read somewhere that the more in touch with yourself you are, the better and more sophisticated your unconscious is at hiding things from you.
I'm sorry you are feeling rotten. I'm glad you reached out to us. I wish I had the magic answer for you.
All I have is a hug. ((((ShortE))))
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