Posted by alexandra_k on January 24, 2005, at 16:02:31
In reply to Re: t2 and the light (possible trigger) » alexandra_k, posted by littleone on January 24, 2005, at 14:53:36
Yeah, I guess it is sort of the same thing. Although it isn't so much a matter of when they are out of sight, it is a matter of when they are in sight as well. Someone can be there physically and trying to love me emotionally but I still can't feel connected. Not to them, the world, or myself. It breaks down whether they are in my sights or not.
And that is what is most horrid. There is no guarantee I'll feel better just because they are there. That is why I am so afraid of hurting others. Sometimes I just feel cold and disconnected. I don't know how to fix that. Or if it is possible to.
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