Posted by DaisyM on December 30, 2003, at 14:31:46
In reply to Re: I'm lost, posted by naiad on December 30, 2003, at 9:41:57
<<<<But, boy do I ever worry about my journals being read by someone else. I guard them carefully!
>>>I have an electronic journal on my computer so I have it locked with a password. I type so much faster than I write. sometimes I print pages to take with me but these I guard...
<<<<For me, the plus side of dependency is that I am learning to trust my T. If I thought I could do this on my own (being independent) I would be exactly where I have been for most of my life. I need to learn to listen to myself and feel compassion for myself but am convinced that I need someone to help me. For now, I am dependent on him.
This is me exactly. It is, in fact, a therapy goal. We went over this yesterday, again, about being in touch with my needs and then "allowing" them. This includes needing him and being OK with that.
*sigh* It helps to know I'm not alone. I need more chocolate.
poster:DaisyM
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