Posted by lynn971 on November 8, 2005, at 20:03:46
In reply to What do you do when Christ breaks your heart?, posted by mr. matt87 on November 7, 2005, at 22:01:43
Matt, what is going on?
I remember when I had just had another miscarraige and the house that I wanted fell through the cracks. I was so angry with God. My prayer went something like this, "God, I do what you want me to do, I sacrifice to do what is right and I cant have my baby and now I cant have my house." That is when I went outside and drank one burben and coke after another. I bought a pack of cigarettes and smoked one after another. I had quit smoking for 7 years prior to that and I did not drink at all.
God is faithful though. My baby girl came at the perfect time in life. In fact I believe her birth gave my mom a reason to live. She had become suicidal after the lady who raised her died.Well the house that I wanted was a cabin in the woods (how depressing) Well we would of had to move because my little girl is allergic to all those pine trees. She broke out in a bad rash when we went camping near by. God is faithful.
He is the only thing in this world that is stable.
Love ya,
Lynn
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