Posted by mr. matt87 on November 7, 2005, at 22:01:43
I just got hit with reality, i had so much faith, it hurt so much, when i found out that all of it was wasted.
I cant belive this, it really hurts, but you have to accept it. I trust God because of my struggles and to find that he just let faith blew away I am crying right now.
I belived it would happen, I knew i though I heard his voice, and I found it only to be a mirrage. I thought I had stablity with him, I think its begining to rain.
I tell God, the holy spirit my fears, and please let it be ok. Only to find that absolutly been dropped. I fallen hard, it hurts that it was only a mirrage that was in my mind. You know... i cant
It hurts a little to know that faith has been shattered. But accept what has happened
I need to break off.
poster:mr. matt87
thread:576578
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