Posted by b2chica on June 12, 2015, at 0:09:04
In reply to Re: I'm just so tired of the same fight... » b2chica, posted by SLS on June 11, 2015, at 19:42:15
started Fetzima yesterday. saw T today.
extra crappy is my mood.I'm trying scott, i really am. i try to distract pretty much all day now that i'm home with the kiddos. i have about 3 craft projects going. i try to clean and bake often, but about the last 2 weeks my energy level is in the toilet and don't even want to move.
i have terrible agitation/irritability when I'm not on my adder all (yes people i said when i'm Not on it... i am a walking paradox ok, deal with it). and i'm not up to 900-1200 gabapentin/day to help with intrusive thoughts, agitation, thoughts of self harm, urges to self harm... etc.
my T and i are very flustered with pdoc... but my old pdoc is still unavailable. and i don't trust anyone else in this stupid town.
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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