Posted by b2chica on July 29, 2013, at 11:59:24
In reply to Re: any help at all? assistance? » b2chica, posted by SLS on July 27, 2013, at 21:09:54
> You need to do something immediately.
> What are your options?
> What would prevent you from going to a hospital emergency department?
> This probably isn't a good time for you to be your own doctor.
> - ScottScott you are right. last night was terrible. i was thinking of going to ER but opted to take 4 more gabapentin and 1mg xanax. that knocked me out. i feel better this morning.
HOWEVER, yesterday i went to pharmacy to pick up xanax rx and started talking to pharmacist about my symptoms. He started reading off some of the side effects of vyvanse. all i could say was THATS ME. irritability, anger, agitation, sadness, depression worsening depression, suicidal thoughts.....
I did take vyvanse this morning knowing all that, however i need something otherwise im a zombie in bed and cant even watch my children.
The good news is the Desoxyn (which is a DRA, what i'm hoping is closer to the Adderall) will come in to pharmacy tomorrow. so i have one day to decide if it works before my ins cr*ps out.i need to email that guy i interviewed with and need to tell him that i do need to know if i got the job or not, as i need ins coverage.
but i want to wait this this evening incase he calls .
yes i'm still uselessly hoping.its just so frustrating cuz he all but told me i had the job. everytime i met with him.. he even wrote the job description USING my resume! i mean wtf?
that's why i was really hoping on this job.i was starting to obsess on a death date. the 31st. hoping that as it wsa the last day of my insurance, my life ins would still go to my family.
anyway i txt my pdoc that last night but did not hear from him. then i txt him this morning and told him what i discovered about side effects.to be honest i want to go to the hospital. if my damn insurance wouldnt end on wednesday id go in today and stay till at least the 1st or 2nd of august just to get over those obessive thoughts.
i wonder if they can admit me and promise to release me at 11:30pm on the 31st! ha ya right.
but that would be great.later all
b2"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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