Posted by b2chica on July 27, 2013, at 20:42:30
In reply to Re: any help at all?, posted by b2chica on July 27, 2013, at 20:20:06
i wish i had the internet at home so i can at least keep in contact with someone....with you folks.
so i can vent my feelings. and talk to someone else that understands.i just read up on mixed mania and boy does that fit. heres what i found from wiki.
**********************In the context of mental disorder, a mixed state, also known as dysphoric mania, agitated depression, or a mixed episode, is a condition during which features of mania and depression, such as agitation, anxiety, fatigue, guilt, impulsiveness, irritability, morbid or suicidal ideation, panic, paranoia, pressured speech and rage, occur simultaneously.
Typical examples include tearfulness during a manic episode or racing thoughts during a depressive episode. One may also feel incredibly frustrated or be prone to fits of rage in this state, since one may feel like a failure and at the same time have a flight of ideas. Mixed states are often the most problematic period of mood disorders, during which susceptibility to substance abuse, panic disorder, commission of violence, suicide attempts, and other complications increase greatly.
************************************Yep. thats me.
i feel pretty good, but aggitated a h#ll. energy to harm , yet i'm exhausted to even get off a chair. my brain wants to just look at the wall. nothing complicated at all....how am i going to deal with this with no insurance?
MAN i am SO screwed.i wa thinking. what about medicaid, or disability? would that be a possibility for me since i'm unemployed?
can you have both?b2
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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