Posted by sleepygirl2 on July 22, 2012, at 21:27:02
In reply to Fleeting suicidal thoughts, posted by CaffeinePoet on July 22, 2012, at 21:11:46
((((poet))))
I'm so sorry you're going through this.
I feel like I've paid my dues and more, and that I'm still struggling. It's demoralizing, to be sure, to work hard, and feel like you've just been spinning your wheels.
You are good enough.
It is extraordinarily difficult to get ahead sometimes, and it's not for lack of trying. I know it can be a huge blow to one's ego, that you may get tired of trying.
However, I do believe that things can change, maybe unexpectedly. When you're trying to get through everyday, maybe in pain, it can be of little comfort.
You sound like you've been pretty determined, and that you might be pretty damn tired.
I believe things can get better, and I wish that for you.
On the other hand, you have different fingers.
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