Posted by Enigma on November 22, 2010, at 20:26:20
In reply to Re: Need treatment resistant deppression pro in MA/NH » Enigma, posted by Phillipa on November 22, 2010, at 19:26:05
> Enigma yes that is the way it is here for sure. But what are you saying that you are giving up? Could you explain that further? I wouldn't want to see something happen to you. Phillipa ps didn't know you were blocked so sorry
Thanks for the kind words Phillipa. I could explain, but I'd be here all night.
Besides my illness, which keeps changing and torturing me, there's well, the person I married, who has basically become the devil. Not sure how else to put it. It's like a crazy episode of Jerry Springer that won't end. She's like my mother, now. She says and does things that are pretty much, insane, and then tries to talk to me the next day like she didn't do anything wrong. I feel like I'm back in the house I grew up in, that caused all my brain damage to begin with. I refuse to pay her way for the rest of my life, while she gets everything, and I lose everything I ever worked for. She's gonna get the kids, there's no doubt about that, and I'm gonna be all alone, in some blank-hole apartment or something that I'd rather be dead than live in.So, I plan on not being around for the divorce. My kids will pay the ultimate price, and that's the last thing I want, but there's not much point in me going further downwards and continuing to suffer, endlessly.
There's no light at the end of the tunnel for me.
poster:Enigma
thread:958564
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/20101117/msgs/971036.html