Posted by floatingbridge on October 16, 2010, at 1:26:54
In reply to Re: depression. questions on meds, symptoms, psycholog » floatingbridge, posted by sigismund on October 15, 2010, at 19:11:45
> > This will come and go and when the depression affects my son, I will feel horror and despair.
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> It doesn't have to get inside him.
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> He could just worry for you and care that you feel bad, rather than become depressed himself.Thanks Sigi. I'd love to spare him the worry, but shortly after his birth, I did,
sadly may I add, realize that raising
another Siddhartha was beyond my abilities.Today was not a total wash, I'm happy to say. I managed to play and engage. What really frightened me was waking up feeling so dead inside that I couldn't even fake smile. Thank God that passed.
But I am worried. Being that close to the edge is scary. I've got some decisions to make, because that is one of the indicators of a big slide :(
Then, of course, there is stupidity. Why I still am so delayed in recognizing discontinuation effects, I don't know. So double thanks.
MDD currently controlled. C-ptsd and comorbid health concerns. Chronic fatigue.
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