Posted by Fivefires on March 12, 2009, at 14:16:22
In reply to Re: SS??? or What??? Losin' It Real Bad - Help? » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on March 10, 2009, at 19:26:58
> Five Fires sorry getting confused when did they try and take you away? Love Phillipa>
When ins. took oxycodone 10/650 off formulary, was given oxycontin, which was awful as it made me very sad. Called pcp and was about to switch to oxycodone 5/325, when an issue w/ case mgr came up and I called to report it to the director. W/o inquiring why she thought my voice was 'slurred' (I'd have told her it was due to Oxycontin!), told my daughter was sending authorities to take me to county. Daughter said no. She said do you have POA 'cuz if don't we can. All these officers came here and started to roam about and I was fine, told them this, and when they started poking around, looking around, I asked if they had a search warrant (haha;couldn't think what else to say). Believe they were as confused as I was, as to why they were here.
Subject - Thyroid low even on Armour thyroid, sooo tired, anemic, appt w/ endo tomorrow. Invalidated by fam' in this way: 'All your probs' are due to the meds you take!' Makes me feel bad, like a drug abuser, like an addict.
I believe you all know my dx is PTSD. Have bad anxiety, now agoraphobia and this, I guess called major depressive episode, has lasted over a year. So, am I bad because I take meds to try help?
Then medical issues like c-spine injury. The narcotic. I'm very bad for taking this.
Oh, and Provigil, I should be so ashamed. At this point, I wanna tell 'em to take it and stick it youknowwhere.
All of this invalidation is killing me.
Labs show anemia, and more, but appt 2moro w/ endo for hypothyroid. Will he say you have it because 'you take all these meds', like everyone else does?
It could well be my thyroid has been low for many years and I've never known, as never tested thoroughly until now, or, I suppose it's possible one or more of my meds could induce or further hypothyroidism.
Scared to have one dr take away this or that w/o communicating w/ other dr. There is a refusal on the psych end to connect and/or speak to medical issues, and vice versa. I give them auths and they refuse!
Feel like all just want to 'wash their hands of me'.
bad 5f!
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