Posted by liliths on February 10, 2007, at 7:20:56
In reply to Re: just started tianeptine, posted by Declan on February 10, 2007, at 1:28:30
hi Declan,
I know what you mean. Ever since my initial post I've been consumed by despair. My biggest fear is that I have become so 'comfortable' with pain, I can't let the light in anymore.
But for a few obligations (mainly my aging cat), I'm about ready to just give up. I wish I truly believed I could be restored but the notion of accumulating any time feeling good seems a distant memory
I do think the 'habits' of depression are like some sort of insidious demon
I hope you are having a better day.
namaste,
lilith> >Feeling happy may be less familiar, but it's no less real than feeling unhappy.<
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> I wish I could remember the good things I've read about this, and I wish I could believe it too....I mean really believe it, deep down and without effort.
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> Force of habits of thought?
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