Posted by jerrympls on October 18, 2004, at 0:48:41
In reply to Re: I can't hold on....yes u can!! » jerrympls, posted by jujube on October 17, 2004, at 20:23:51
My problems are not entirely the result of my parents, although, when I tell them I want to die and don't hear from them, how am I supposed to feel?
They and some of my "friends" imply that I am making/keeping myself depressed....and I fall back
I trust certain people in my life to be there...and they're not...and I fall back....
My doctor tells me "I'm really busy..." when I call to ask for help with meds....and I fall back...
I don't do anything but fall back and accept what others say about be...feel about me...how they treat me....
They are keeping me depressed and they must pay for what they have done to me.
My Effexor withdrawl is horrible. Brain shocks...dizziness...I can barely drive. I'm having slight visual hallucinations - mostly at night. I drove to a movie tonight and thought another car was beside me....there was no car. I sit at my computer and out of the corner of my eyes I see flashes of light and dark - sometimes makes me think a bug flew past...but no bugs.
I want off of Effexor. But I've been on everything else - MAOI, SSRI, SNRI, Tricyclic, Heterocyclic, simulants, ECT, therapy...why would I want to go on another med?
I would hope no one here leaves me....as friends, relatives and other trusted ones have. I'm all I have...and right now, that's not much.
Thanks for all your posts
Jerry
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