Posted by Cass on June 29, 2000, at 14:30:11
In reply to Re: Euphoria turns into self-destructive urges, posted by stjames on June 29, 2000, at 12:32:04
I think my need to escape is pretty strong sometimes, and the feeling I get from a couple glasses of wine, i.e., optimism and upliftedness however fleeting) lures me back. Deep down, maybe I am tempting fate, too, because maybe in that altered state I'll just destroy myself quickly without the trauma and pain that would go along with a planned suicide attempt.
I feel like apologizing for this heavy subject matter, but I guess I won't because I'm just trying to work through my feelings.
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