Posted by Tom on November 1, 1999, at 16:25:13
In reply to Home today--definitely an "E" post, not a "T", posted by Noa on November 1, 1999, at 12:33:57
> Feeling kind of yucky today, stayed home, called in sick. Just couldn't get it together this morning and the idea of walking in late made me cringe, so I decided to bag the whole day. But that actually makes me feel worse, because of the guilt. Also, had to deal with some stressful stuff in a couple of phone calls. Now I am anxious and angry and depressed and feeling generally lousy. But at least I got up and showered and even put on clean clothes. But it is days like today that make me feel life will never really get much better.
> I was feeling better, but this stress I am going through is making it hard. I also have had a hard time with sleeping because of the meds, which also make me feel so anxious and fidgety. It all makes me want to scream.Hang in there friend. No need to feel guilty; today is a tough day and tomorrow is another day to possibly get better. Say that to yourself over and over... as long as it takes.
One other thing...something in one of your previous posts led me to believe you lived in the Philadelphia area. Is this correct?
Tom
poster:Tom
thread:14362
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/19991028/msgs/14376.html