Posted by Noa on November 1, 1999, at 12:33:57
Feeling kind of yucky today, stayed home, called in sick. Just couldn't get it together this morning and the idea of walking in late made me cringe, so I decided to bag the whole day. But that actually makes me feel worse, because of the guilt. Also, had to deal with some stressful stuff in a couple of phone calls. Now I am anxious and angry and depressed and feeling generally lousy. But at least I got up and showered and even put on clean clothes. But it is days like today that make me feel life will never really get much better.
I was feeling better, but this stress I am going through is making it hard. I also have had a hard time with sleeping because of the meds, which also make me feel so anxious and fidgety. It all makes me want to scream.
poster:Noa
thread:14362
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