Posted by susan47 on August 9, 2009, at 15:44:47
In reply to Thread Police here's one for You, posted by susan47 on August 9, 2009, at 15:37:46
But it goes something like this, that excessive drinking can cause a person to display personality psychosis and syptoms of Borderline personality disorder. Of course we know it causes depression, anxiety, but I didn't know this.
And I recall all my heavy mj use and the coincidental fact that my psychologist shut me down when I fell "in love" with him, when I started making too many message calls, to communicate all the feelings I was having.
And the man knew perfectly well I was stoned when I was doing it.
And I had a few sessions with him after this behaviour.
The thing he never addressed was my smoking mj. He never f*ck*ng talked about it at all, unless I mentioned it.
One day he said "Wouldn't it be good if you could have the effects of smoking mj without actually doing that?"
What's six years to you? What was it to me?
A huge learning experience.
But I am stupid, too, like most human beings, I also have my blind spots, my weaknesses, me, the Desiring one.
What I desire now, is sweet dreaming.