Posted by Susan47 on May 2, 2008, at 10:55:06
In reply to AAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, posted by susan47 on April 30, 2008, at 19:36:59
This stupid thing got posted twice by mistake, I'm sorry. I'm just looking for attention, anyway. So who knows, maybe I did it twice on purpose. I'm so sh*t-faced with mj these days I barely know my own name sometimes. Oh, god. God, why is this happening? Why am I f*ck*ng having to be me? Why do I keep doing the same thing over and over and over again, just to be able to feel? And why do I feel to empty anyway, even after the feeling is felt then I'm just empty, Empty again. Please fill me up, fill me with love and moment to moment awareness .. where I reside in dreams, please bring me there now, Now.