Posted by Alexus on September 4, 2006, at 3:17:28
Sometimes I get this gnawing feeling inside
A kind of jumping aching pain.
I think its supposed to be 'emptiness'.
I don't know whether thats supposed to capture the phenomenology or the cause or the prescription.
I could do with being held though.
Rocked.
But I could do with a screaming temper tantrum too.
But not really.
Because I feel so tired...
'Shhhhhhhhhhh Alexus
Its okay
I'll hold you for as long as you need'
Is the emptiness bottomless?
No.
It passes and I need you to get the hell away.Why does life have to be like this?
What is the answer?
To ignore the feelings?
If you don't let people close
You won't have to push them away
Is that the answer?I don't understand.
I don't know what is wrong
Maybe the wrong lies in the past
Or maybe it does as a matter of definition
And really its about making up stories to meet the definition
Does it help?
Does it harm?
Who is to say?
Nobody knows but people have an invested opinion.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I just want the feeling to go away...
poster:Alexus
thread:682947
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