Posted by Joan797 on August 24, 2006, at 19:10:49
In reply to Joan, the ex-DH, ex-DH, posted by susan47 on August 20, 2006, at 1:15:51
It doesn't matter if the cutting out part is physical or emotional or whatever. It's still cutting out.
I was cut out for the 9 months I took care of my dying father.
It was very hurtful for them to just simply go on with their merry little lives eating out, going to the movies, etc every weekend.....and bond with their father more than ever. But we don't want to deal with the fact that all of this cost money. Money that could have been saved for essentials since I was unemployed during my nursemaid job. Not to worry, I'm back to a menial job now so I can take care of that once again.
I am back now, with no "title" to my name.
Except cook, cleaning lady, landlord, and esentially anything else that required me to work my *ss off and pay for everything they want.
That way, they can go to their father for "fun money" and a ride to the movies.
It's so different here now.
Not sure we will ever get back to a family that I can be proud of, etc.
God, I am sooooooooooooo bitter.
Hateful and bitter.
Never going to get into heaven that way.
poster:Joan797
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