Posted by susan47 on August 15, 2006, at 20:45:38
In reply to Re: Full Circle » susan47, posted by Joan797 on August 15, 2006, at 6:36:15
Well, perhaps not. Perhaps I heard things differently than they were voiced, differently than they were meant. Because after all, I was the patient, and I was quite emotionally invested in this "relationship", and therefore, sometimes I may have been a bit off-my-rocker. Which is why I ended up coming to B-land. Because I was completely off my rocker at that point.
And remained there, for quite a long time. A long, long time but not as long as some, I'm sure, and over my infatuation with myself and my ex-T, and my pain over being such a jerk he had to be an *sshole back, right to the very bitter end, he seems to have been a bit of a schmuck but who could blame him? Who in Real Life, could blame him? Certainly not me.
I'm not in any kind of position to criticize or judge anyone.
Not really.
I didn't know the rules of the game.
I tried to play this Game, Doctor please I know you can help make me better, but I didn't bother to check into the rules.
And once I knew them,
I refused to follow the rules.
Rules were meant to be broken.
Change doesn't come when you live within the rules.
Life isn't like that.
Not for everyone.
Not for me.
(((Joan))) Selfish hugging you, it's only because I want one back
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