Posted by susan47 on August 11, 2006, at 19:11:59
In reply to Re: Popcorn, Wine, The Couch, and A Movie » susan47, posted by Joan797 on August 9, 2006, at 6:31:10
> I've also pretended to be asleep as well.
>
> Part of my lack of feelings for him has developed over time. I am losing respect for him daily. Last night I received a call and was informed of yet another case of his lies and gossip hurting someone I know. I hate to be associated with that. He has some medical problems but refuses to go get any help. He would prefer to sit and complain about them. When I voice this, he states that I don't care. It's the constant mind f*cks, I just can't take the mind f*cks anymore.Lately I dated a guy so much like this man you married, and yes, I was also married and the daughter of etc, you know, it's just so incredible to believe that men have dirty mouths. Really. Really dirty mouths, dirty minds, egocentric thoughts. It's all always about them. And they Never See It. That is what is so amazing about the whole f*cking thing, the most amazing, incredible part of all of this, is that when we ask the f*ckers to grow up and learn to cry .. they hate it. They won't do it. Until you break their f*cking heart, and then baby, it's all your fault. You're the crazy bitch who's coming between me and Happiness.
I hate the f*ckers.
See?
See how strong I feel about this? About the woman who was my mother, now caretaking not only my sick old man, the DF, but now also doing the same to my ex-DH, who is so alike and so blind in so many f*cking ways, and if he is finally growing up, good-for-f*cking-him and his new Soulmate. I owed this woman something from a previous life. And I owed this ex-DH, as well. And his children. I owed them all and now, Baby, it's pay-back time. I get to pay my karmic debts.I should feel as lucky as I am.
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